May sasabihin ako. Diba sabi mo walang nagmamahal sayo, walang umiintindi sayo, walang nakikinig sayo, walang nagpapaimportante sayo pero mali ka. Kilala kung sino yugn taong yun. Yung taong aalagaan ka, iingatan ka, mamahalin ka, pakikingan ka. Handa ka na bang malaman kung sino? Si God.

"Of course, I deserve better. Of course, you deserve better. Of course, we deserve better than what we have right now. But then if we always think that way, how can we ever be contented with what we can give to each other? Yes, I know. Everything between us is not perfect. We do shitty things with each other. We say the worst words that could ever be said. We let go then hold on then let go again as if we are just playing in circles but then we always get back to each other, right? We push each other away only to pull the other one closer. We fool ourselves with the idea of someone better when we know, we both know that there is no one else, there is just you for me. You see, what we have is not the best thing. It is not the thing that we always dreamed of. It is not flawless nor it is painless but it was something real, something beautiful because we can feel it in our hearts and we both know that this is what we wanted. We deserve better than this but I guess, we just have to forget what we deserve and hold on to the love that we have right now because it is rare and we are too lucky to be able to find it within each other. And I guess, when you found something real as what we have right now, we should not let it slip away no matter how hard it could get, no matter how much pain it causes to the both of us, no matter how it exhausts us, no matter how much it could damage us because I think, it is also the one that could fix us, the one that could heal us, the one that could show us that the world is not that horrible anyway because we got each other. So hold on please? We can make it."
me: i just want a cute boyfriend
friend: then get one
me: RIGHT OKAY I'LL JUST WALK OUTSIDE AND GET A BOYFRIEND WHO IS KIND AND SWEET AND FUNNY AND WHO'LL HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND CALL ME BEAUTIFUL AND WALK WITH ME PLACES AND GO SEE SHITTY MOVIES WITH ME AND WILL LOVE READING AND WALKING ON THE BEACH AT SUNSET AND WHO MY PARENTS LIKE AND WHO GOES TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME AND IS VERY ATTRACTIVE BUT HE'S NOT A DOUCHE ABOUT IT AND WHO LOVES ANIMALS AND CHILDREN AND WHO HAS THE SAME VALUES AND BELIEFS AS ME AND IS SMART AND LISTENS TO THE SAME MUSIC AS ME AND LOVES EVERY AWKWARD QUIRK ABOUT ME AND WHO'LL NEVER CHEAT ON ME YEAH OKAY SIMPLE BRB GETTING A BOYFRIEND BECAUSE APPARENTLY IS JUST THAT EASY.

I feel like people find me quite boring because I am quiet. But it’s not that I have little to say; quite the opposite: it’s that I have so much to say, that I fear coming off as unintelligent because my thoughts are jumbled. Or because I fear that what I want to say will bore others. So instead of speaking, I say nothing.

Any good book to read?

Kung gano karaming bituin, ganun daming beses kitang mamahalin.

Omg T.T last chapter na pala yun at hindi sya happy ending. I mean Russel and Kevin together! Jusko. Pero ang saya dahil in the end nakahanap si Russel ng kanyang real friends.

Sayang. Bonus na sana yung love life kaso hindi binigay sa kanya e. Oh life.

Chapter fifteen na ako ng Geography Club at habang tumatagal ang sakit sakit na ng mga pangyayari. Haha. Sorry ang arte ko.

Sana sa mga susunod na pangyayari maging okay na si Kevin at Russel. Happy Ending please?

"People make mistakes. If there was no such thing as forgiveness, there wouldn’t be any friendship left in the world"

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

devotion to God begins with devotion to your family and community.

Ayoko isipin yung interview bukas. Ayokong ipressure ang sarili ko. Gagawin ko ang best ko bukas and kung ano man kakalabasan, go. HAHA Lord. Ikaw na bahala sakin. Wag mo lang po ako iwawala sa Batangas. Huhu.

How to Deal with Procrastination

1. Be honest with yourself and admit that you’re putting off stuff that really needs to be done.

2. Try and figure out why you’re procrastinating. Is it because you don’t like it, it creates anxiety, you don’t understand it, it feels overwhelming, you’re disorganised …?

3. Decide to break the habit of procrastination by deliberately rewarding yourself for doing something you’d rather not do.

4. Make a pact with a friend –where you deliberately and regularly encourage each other, and hold each other accountable.

5.  Sit down and think – in detail – about all the likely consequences of not doing what needs to be done. Be brutally honest, and try and picture what you’re life is going to look like 6 months, a year and five years from now ( if you continue to procrastinate).

6. Decide to break large tasks down into smaller, more achievable tasks, and then tackle these smaller tasks one at a time.

7. Recognise your progress, and affirm and praise yourself for making these changes – and doing things differently, even though it’s hard. 

Dahil summer…

Dahil summer diba uso yung mga liga, lalo na yung basketball? 

Naalala ko lang noong bata pa ako, ilang years din na nagkaroon ng ‘RYAN’ team dito sa baranggay namin. Dahil mayaman ang pamilya namin dati, nakakapag sponsor talaga kami ng team, ay sila pala. So every year lagi na  lang may ‘RYAN’ team dito tapos lagi ako yung escort ng mga muse ng team namin. Kahit baby pa ako noon.

Wala lang. Tapos ako hindi ko man lang naging favorite na laro ang basketball? HAHA. Mahilig ako maglaro ng ibang ball inaamin ko. Volleyball, Tennis, Table tennis. Diba may ball naman yun? Sus. 

Bago magpa interview bukas. @Bonnapetea

You know, I think one of the worst feelings is finding out that you didn’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did, and you just feel stupid, and because you looked desperate, about caring too much.

 
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